Showing posts with label memories. Show all posts
Showing posts with label memories. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 23, 2018

pepper kelsey reece: a birth story

so i meant to write this a whole week ago!...but then our family got hit with what we think was the swine flu. ugh...... luckily everyone but pepper and me got it. so we feel pretty lucky about that. now if i can just stay healthy and keep my new little babe from getting sick all will be well! but how awful has this flu season been...ammi right??? it's the worst.

so any who... today our little miss pepper is 2 weeks old!! and she is the sweetest ever. both of my girls have been easy babies and i feel so lucky! she eats like a champ, sleeps like a champ, it's been awesome having her in our home. the love a new baby brings just isn't comparable to anything else! so...here we go... the birth story....

it was monday and i was 38.6 weeks pregnant and ANNOYED. i hadn't had ANY contractions for over a week. the saturday before new years eve i had had some small contractions for about an hour and then they went away and that was it. since then....radio silence. i had had an appt on thursday and was dilated to a 3.5 almost 4 and about 75% effaced. he asked if i wanted to be induced but i told him no...i had always gone on my own before so even though i reeeeeeaaaally wanted to have this baby, i opted to just let my body do it's thang. but since the appt....nothing was happening. i just KNEW i was going to make it to my next appt on the next thursday and end up having to be induced anyway. 

well like i said, monday rolled around (38.6 weeks pregnant by now, remember) and i was annoyed...i had been talking to family and friends and all of them were sure i was going to go into labor soon... i wasn't buying it. now, i had brecken at 39 weeks exactly so once you've had a baby at 39 weeks.... you expect all of them to come at least that early. haha. but i didn't feel like it was gonna happen. 

well around 4 o clock i was folding some laundry and started feeling some contractions. i feel like a loser cause i never know if they're really contractions or not. i mean... this is my third kid, people...i should know by now, right??? even my doctor was like "well this is your third one, so ... you know how it goes" and i'm like... i SHOULD know how it goes. buuuuut i still question every time i start having contractions. they just don't hurt at first! and i feel like for me to know for sure...they should hurt! anyway...moving on. so i started timing it just to see...and they were coming about every 15 minutes. so i just let my mom and my in-law's know since they were going to have to drive from pocatello. my in-law's would stay with our kids, and my mom was coming to the hospital with us. so they all made their way to our house cause they were sure it was the real deal. i wasn't so sure still.

but my contractions kept coming. getting closer together. we were watching the georgia/alabama championship football game and just watching the clock. finally...they started coming every 5 minutes pretty consistently so i decided to finish packing (with some nudging from norman... he was anxious to get me to the hospital haha). we headed to the hospital around 10:15 ish.




they hooked me up to everything and checked me....i was only 4.5-5 cm dilated. ugh...i had this feeling that it was going to be a long night. the nurse called my doctor and came back and said that he wanted me to stay in the hospital but that he wasn't going to augment me until morning (apparently "augment" means to start me on pitocin). so either my body would do it on its own....or we would wait til morning and get things rolling.

well, let me tell you... it WAS a long night. norman and my mom fell asleep and i was still  just chilling... having contractions every 5 minutes or so... but nothing happening. i finally told the nurse one of the times she came in to fix my baby monitor that i wasn't sure i should've come in...she reassured me that with it being my third baby, and already being dilated to a 5..it was good that i came in. that made me feel a liiiiittle bit better. but i was still kind of annoyed. i finally fell asleep around 3 and woke up at around 5. she checked me and she said i basically hadn't dilated at all but was thinner....are you kidding me?? i mean..i wasn't that surprised cause although i had contractions all night...they were mild and didn't hurt at all. so she said around 6:30 she would come start me on pit. i couldn't wait.

so i finally got the pit drip on around 6:45 am and this is when the party started to happen. THANK GOODNESS. 


i made the mistake with brecken by waiting too long for my epidural, and by now i had kind of figured out that once i get on the pit drip, i dilate pretty fast. so i asked for it right away. which was good because it took fooooooorrrrreeeeeever. jake (my CRNA) was there right away to put it in but he was struggling. he had to go in twice because he said my "spaces were really tight" and he couldn't thread it through... it wasn't super fun. it probably took him a good 20 minutes JUST to thread it into my back. anyway... it was all good and he got it in probably around 7:30?? i don't even know, but i was terrified it wasn't going to work again. luckily it started working...unluckily....i had a big patch on my left side that i could still feel everything...and my contractions were getting REAAAAALLLL hard.


my doctor showed up around 8:15 to see what was up and to break my water. which felt super weird, by the way. i wasn't completely numb yet and so i felt it break and it really did feel like a big water balloon being popped inside me...it was odd. haha. 

so he broke my water and said ok.... call me when she's ready to go. the nurse said we should make bets on when the baby would be born... so dr. adams (my doc) said 11:00 and then we all guessed and then he left. 

well my contractions were getting harder and harder and my epidural still wasn't working all the way. jake was so great though and was working so hard to fix it and eventually...just in time.. he did! thank goodness.. thank you, jake. :) 


in the mean time though i had had some craaaaazy hard contractions....so my nurse decided to check me... this was at 8:40 ish... i was at a 10!!! so she called dr. adams to come right back. we all laughed cause he had only left like 25-30 minutes earlier.


so they got everything ready, the doctor showed up and we started pushing. (when i say we, i mean me...) The nurse had already announced that again, we didn't know the gender and norman would be the one to announce it. we were so excited to finally meet our little baby!! its such a thrilling and exciting moment.



i pushed through about 3-4 contractions and then SHE was here!!! 


they plopped her right up on me and there were hands and chords flying and we couldn't see if she was a girl or boy!!! finally i looked up at norman and he smiled and calmly said "it's a girl!" we both smiled at each other because we knew.... we knew there was a precious little girl in there! i was thrilled.







what we DIDN'T know was how BIG she was gonna be. as they took her over to measure her, the doctor was like ... she's big! i bet at LEAST 8lbs. and i thought 8 lbs?? no way! my biggest had been 7 lbs 7 oz... just after that they announced that she was 8 lbs 7 oz and 21 1/2 inches long! what?? a full pound bigger and a whole inch longer than grant. i should've known though... i whined like i had a big ol' fat long baby in there.... 









and after that is just bliss. newborn bliss. she is the sweetest little addition to our family and we can't get enough of her. giving birth truly is such a blessing. we always leave the hospital feeling so grateful for everything...for the experience, for the health, for the love, it truly is so sacred and special that there are no words. 

welcome to the reece clan, miss pepper! you are so loved.

pepper kelsey reece
january 9, 2018
9:15 a.m.
8 lbs 7 oz
21.5 inches



Friday, February 24, 2017

my girl....


a year ago in about 2 hours from now my water broke.... and this amazing little girl entered our lives. i love this picture because it's when we first met...even though she had been occupying a good chunk of space in my body for the previous 9 months...this was the first time we laid eyes on each other. and i still remember our instant connection. 

for me... after i had grant i was more anxious about trying to figure out how to be a mom that i feel like it took me a little longer to really feel that bond with him.
but brecken...hers was instantaneous. i felt something from her that touched my soul. i know that sounds cheesy... but it's true. and i felt that bond instantly... and if i'm being honest... i still feel that with her. i don't know how to describe it, and i keep writing sentences and erasing them because i don't know how to say it. but she is a special girl. she has lit up all of our lives. often times norman and i will be talking about her or playing with her and one of us will just say... gosh...i just love her so much!!!! 

there is just something about her little personality and her interactions with me and others that makes something in my soul so happy. anyway..... i can't describe it so i'll stop trying to. hah...i'm just feeling all nostalgic tonight because i'm just thinking about how almost a year ago exactly she changed our lives for the better and i am so glad my heavenly father trusted us with such a beautiful soul. 

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below are pictures that i found that i never posted of the first bath i gave her...with grant helping. :) i think even grant feels what we feel about brecken. he loves his sister and it's so fun to see them together. having kids really is the best...ever. let's have some more, norm..k???? k... 


(by the way...don't want this post to sound like i love grant any less than i love brecken hahah... i'm just expressing how precious my little girl is to us, too).  :)


















Thursday, February 11, 2016

2016...it's gonna be big


i know it's like......mid february, and everyone already did their "new years goals" and "new years posts" and such but..i'm pregnant....so......moral of the story, things get done at a slower rate around here. 

i thought about writing a post for my goals for 2016, and i even looked at the questionnaire i did last year for 2015 (interesting to read back and see what i actually did didn't do...oops). and then i thought about 2016...and all the changes that will be taking place....and i decided i'm not really a "yearly goal" type of gal. my goals have to be a little more immediate than that so i can focus on it clearly. so 2016, i'm just gonna power through you!!!

but before we do that, lets look at 2015. 2015, you were a good year. as i initially think back, it was a pretty normal, mediocre year.  



grant got his helmet off (remember those helmet days??? i almost forget about them)
i turned a quarter of a century old!!
grant turned ONE!
grant and i quit nursing (waaaah)
grant and i went to priest lake without norman (waaaaah)
we got a little surprise and found out i was pregnant at priest lake without norman (waaaaaaaaaaaah)
norman finished his last summer ("spring semester" in byui terms) semester at byui! (only two more semesters to go at this point)
went on an OUTRAGEOUSLY long and fun and exciting and exhausting 3 week road trip through 22 states with my parents
my sister got re-married to a fabulous man who we all love!
we found out that our little surprise baby was a GIRL!! :)
AND
ended the year spending lots of time with family over the holidays!

and the rest of the time all i can remember is just...being pregnant. haha. that's usually how that goes right??

and actually...looking at it now...it was more than just a mediocre year! it was pretty event-filled! but 2016...i KNOW....is gonna be a big one.

a: we are adding a BABY GIRL to the family. always a huge event for a year.
b: norman is GRADUATING!!!!!!! best sentence ever.
c: norman will be getting a job (fingers crossed)! an actual CAREER kind of job. doesn't that make us sound so grown up?....it does.
d: we will be moving to wherever said job is...
and
e: norman will most likely be starting his masters program!

i mean, those five things alone are enough to make an exciting year...am i right??? i have a love/hate relationship with change and moving on to different stages in life. a big part of me craves the new adventure and gets restless doing the same old things. but another part of me loves the routine and the people, places, things i've come to know and care about. as much as i have wanted to be out of the "married college life" world, i know there are things i will miss. being poor married college students/family isn't all that bad. we are happy. living simple is quite nice. but in the same breath i am excited for the new adventure and the new stage in our marriage and family.

so, lets bring on this year of 2016!

happy late new year, errbody!


Sunday, October 4, 2015

a quick rest of the summer recap......

so my parents planned this HUUUUUUUUUGE cross country trip that included visiting my grandparents in iowa (who i haven't seen in 4 years and who have never met grant), and visiting my sister and her family who lives in florida, and visiting normans mission! so although it would be the the longest trip of my life including 22 states and 6200 miles in a 5 person small SUV with 5 people and a huge carseat... we decided to accept the offer from my parents to join them!! it was lots of car time...but it was worth it! we did a lot and saw a lot. and luckily for us...grant was an ANGEL the whole trip.

 we took lots of pictures (well..."we" meaning my mom...) but here are only a few from everywhere we went....




^^^norman peaking into the mission office he served in^^^



^^^obligatory 4 generation picture^^^

^^^seaworld^^^
 ^^^notre dame campus/savannah georiga^^^

^^^lake michigan^^^ 


^^^siesta key beach in florida^^^


^^^my sister's graduation from her masters in nursing at university of south florida!^^^


we went to a lot more places that i didn't include here...but this is what took up a good portion of summer (3 ish plus week trip). I coach volleyball at hillcrest high school and the day after i got home from this lengthy trip VOLLEYBALL SEASON STARTED! so...that's really what i've been up to.

ALSO... my cute sister got married a couple weeks ago!!! she and jared had been dating for about a year and a half, i believe, and they finally tied the knot!! we were more than thrilled and happy for them. it was so special to be in the temple with all of my family! being the youngest, i never thought i would be able to attend the sealing of one of siblings, so this was pretty cool for me! i'm glad she has found someone to take care of her and her 4 girls the way they should be. he is a good man and a great step-dad. we love you, jared!! 


^^^the happy family!! (not pictured: jared's 3 cute kiddos that couldn't make it out for the wedding)^^^




so there ya have it! that's about as up to date as it's gonna get...can we believe it's october already, people???? i love it. best time of the year!
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