3 fears...

Day 2 of 30 for 30

3 legitimate fears:

1. i would have to say i am legitimately afraid of the ocean.

not in a "i will never enter the ocean or ride a boat" kind of way, because i've been on a cruise, a sailboat, and i've snorkeled, however....i had to just tell myself "don't think about it"

i mean what isn't scary about the ocean?

you have big scary creatures to worry about:

and then you have huge creatures that aren't necessarily threatening, but huge....and intimidating...and could probably just accidentally swallow you:

little creatures that could very easily just sneak right up and get cha:

 and if none of that is scary enough, you have rip tides and currents to worry about drowning:

  

i'm tellin ya, people, it's not ok. 

 in fact, to illustrate how ridiculous i am, while writing this post about all these huge animals or scary things...i'm gettin a little nauseated. it's not ok.....

lets move on to fear #2 how about

2. being raped, murdered

that's pretty simple, right? i've seen so many lifetime movies when i was young that this has been a fear of mine since youth.

i check my backseat, under my car, i make up situations in my head about people i see and what i would do if they tried to attack me....

 it's bad.

and scary.

3. and for my last fear, i'm gonna go with losing my spouse.

now i don't have children yet, and i assume that would be a horrible ordeal as well, but i just get so scared thinking about how easily losing your spouse can happen. car wrecks, disease...whatever it may be....

it's scary. i have a strong faith in my Savior that i know would get me through it, but it doesn't take away the fear.

so there you have it. 3 legitimate fears, what are some of your biggest fears and why?